watch constantine

juz another day.....................

nothing much for today....actually kei wanted us to go woodland for some scary rides, but shelie n me are scared, hehe, yea, yea, yea, call me chicken, but i rather be one than having to get heart attack n die just for the sake of accompanying some boliao fren, hehehe.....
but at least it tried to find 'replacement'----serene n miuw2, but i think it was no use, so yah, too bad for kei.....
then went to watch 'Constantine' at great world, the show is okay, worth the $, not as crap as wot serene made it out to be. The show has quite a lot of differences from the comic, maybe tats y the movie is titled 'constantine' instead of 'hellblazer'. John C. in the show is not as loser as he is in the comic. The situation in the show is not as dark n as depressing as it is in the comic. John C. is definitely much more handsome n cooler, of coz it's Keanu, wotdoyaexpect??? At least in this show, he has a glimmer of hope in his life, to me, i think, but in the comic, it is just endless deaths n 'mishappenings'. His childhood is a diff, or maybe it's juz not fully depicted in the show lar....still got some more itsybitsy stuffs lar, not impt....entertaining ,overall....

oh my ez link card, where art thou now, oh my lovely ez link card~~~~

OH, my ez link card, where art thou now, oh my lovely ez link card~~~~

she has been with me for four very long years,
went through the thick n thin together,
together hand in hand we braved the storm,
and all those joy we have shared~~~~,
she stayed very faithfully with me every single day, rain or shine,
sacrificed her sleep so that she could send me to school early in the morning,
never complained a single word when she had to stay back till late hours during those torturous school years.................
always accompany me wherever i go, never leave me alone....
the bond we shared,
the understanding we had between us......
since u've been gone,
i cant sleep, cant eat,cant work ,cant shit
oh, my sweet ez link car where are you now, please come back to momma....
please dun do this to me....
tat stupid dev, i hate her, she lost my ez link card ,the one with my beautiful face on, the only one in this whole wide world, the one that i have taken good care of these 4 long years, no tear, no wear, n she lost it juz like tat, without feeling much guilt, what the heck, wot if ppl do 'nyongnyong ' to me? some spell on me? my pic is on it ler...
n y the hell my card is with her???? coz my work place is far n my card becomes adult fare after i left school, so to save cost n since dev school is soooo near, so i use hers n she used mine, sooooo whose fault issit???? my fault??? dev's fault???y muz i exchanged card with her in the 1st place, knowing how idiotic she is, y muz i be so 'ngiao', so stingy so calculative........wwwaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i am sorry, i am sorry, it all started with me, it's my fault, forgive me my ez link card, forgive me....pls come back soon ,back to me......................

me and the aunties

Me ANd the AUNties

yeah, wot is it with me and aunties....aunties? hmmm, middle age women, 40s-50s? yeah, i find out i have 'great affinity' with them, maybe if aunties use the com, my frenster will be full of them.
i have changed my job btw, from factory to office job.
Bye2 hitachi, bye2 3 for $1 curry puffs for lunch, bye2 3ocents teh tarik, bye2 3pm daily 'amukan massa', bye2 actuator, bye2 pivot height check,bye2 my 4 ovens,bye2 irritating QA, bye2 china ot gals,bye2 my jumpsuit.......altho it's only been a month or so, iam a very 'zong gan qing' one ler, im sad leaving tat place, so used to it liao....hmmm, there goes my 1st job...
then come this second job recommended by serene, dragged there by $$$$$$ ,better money,still like my factory job, but who knows later.....it's all bout time, maybe i 'll get used to it too......

back to the point,me n the aunties....
at my factory job, for the 1st few days, my best fren who went lunch, walked home, went break, went toilet with me,listened to my crap, treated me to curry puffs was one malay auntie, siti something is her name...but she was transferred to 7th floor, the hell of block4, she didnt deserve that of coz,but yaaah...so we were separated, hardly got to see her, sad siah, what more she had already promised to intro her 24 yr old police son if he fetch her from work....luv u always aunty, Allah bless you...n ur son too....

then,when i was down n lonely for about half hour,here came another aunty, chinese this time, shorter than me ler...yes, morning aunty(siti) went off, that same day later in the morning sudd, i saw a figure of somebody outlined with shinning light so bright like a divine being walking towards me, approaching me...teng teng teng teng....here came ah moi. Some abang2 back in Jakarta call me that on the street, i'll slap his face ah, but i swear tat's her name...i saw it on her id card with my own eyes, she was funny, short tounged, kecil, did i mention shorter than me...
she works for fun, woooa, coz lar, her son n daughter are grown ups,she is bored at home....she was the one who convinced me to take on this new job btw.....miss you always aunty, Ti Gong bao you ni always.....

now, my current work place, havent got to know ppl well yet, i'm still uncomfortable wit the ppl, but i'm okay with Dorothy, cant imagine calling her aunty but judging by her age she is one...i always ask her for help if i dunno stuff, serene's lousy lar you...maybe coz she lives near me, take bus33 with me to n back from work....

the thing is, there are many ppl of my age at both place working, young people,ya, me, young ppl...but somehow, i mix better with aunty. When i went to lunch with them,we hardly talked, we juz ate n ate most of the time, when chatting, there would be many awkward pauses. But when i was with aunties, me, love toking to them man, tok every cock under the sun.....
so my conclusion: ppl are old but young at heart, but i'm young but old at heart...
aunties are the best......

cny

cny

chinese new year has come again, this year is the year of rooster? chicken? dunno lar....
went back to indo, do the same ting as usual, ate reunion, ppl coming to the house, ang bao ang bao, yaaay...but cny nowadays or nowayears if there is such word ah, not as great as in the past, less ppl, my family members and frens, migrate one by one, older ones are gone, ang bao not as much also....hheeeeewwwww
ang bao tis year is exceptionally little, haiz, no need to go bank liao.....

how can i missssssssssss................

how could i missssssssssssssssssssss..........................

damn, how could i miiiiiiiiiiisssssssssssss, how can i do this to myself, arrrgh!!i missed all of the triple treat in mtv ampuh today, slap myself man..........aaaaaaaaaaarghhhhhhhhhh...
first: the vj of the week is adaband lead man!!!he is so cool lar, so diff, i wanna hear him tok no matter how boring he is lar.......
second: today got show ahmad dhani's video, full man, after sooooooooooooo many weeks they cut short.........he nv look as cool in his other videos and wot happen???i nv get to see it!
the third and the MOST IMPORTANT: they showed my Ariel in KUKATAKAN DENGAN INDAH video with him showing off his excellent, muscular, well-toned sexy body!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! droooooooooooool, slurrrp, my saliva dropping non stop and my nose is bleeding now man, hhhhhhhhhooooooooooooooottttttttttt lar, aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, uuuuuuuuuuuuuuunffffffaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiirrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

lyrics

Unwritten

I am unwritten,
can't read my mind,
I'm undefined
I'm just beginning,
the pen's in my hand,
ending unplanned

Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find
Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inhibitions

Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten

I break tradition,
sometimes my tries,
are outside the lines
We've been conditioned to not make mistakes,
but I can't live that way

Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find
Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inhibitions
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins

Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten

Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find
Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inhibitions

Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it inNo one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten
The rest is still unwritten
The rest is still unwritten
Oh, yeah, yeah

~ by Natashia Bedingfield


Masih (sahabatku, kekasihku)

Rasa Cinta yang dulu t'lah hilang
Kini berseri kembali
T'lah ku coba lupakan dirinya
Hapus cerita lalu
Dan lihatlah
Dirimu bagai bunga di musim semi
Yang tersenyum menatap indahnya dunia
Yang sering menyambut
Jawaban s'gala gundahmu

Walau badai menghadang
Ingatlah ku kan selalu setia
Menjagamu
Berdua kita lewati
Jalan yang berliku tajam
Resah yang kau rasakan
Kan jadi bagian hidupku bersamamu
Letakkanlah segala lara di pundakku ini
S'tiap waktu wajahmu yang lugu
S'lalu ilhami langkahku
Telah lama kunanti dirimu
Tempat ku kan berlabuh
Cahaya hatiku
Yakinlah kan kekal abadi s'lamanya
Seperti bintang yang sinarnya terangi
S'luruh ruang di jiwa
Membawa kedamaian

~by ADA band


Daughters

I know a girl
She puts the color inside of my world
But she's just like a maze
Where all of the walls all continually change

And I've done all I can
To stand on her steps with my heart in my hands
Now I'm starting to see
Maybe it's got nothing to do with me

Fathers, be good to your daughters
Daughters will love like you do
Girls become lovers who turn into mothers
So mothers, be good to your daughters too

Oh, you see that skin?
It's the same she's been standing in
Since the day she saw him walking away
Now she's left
Cleaning up the mess he made

So fathers, be good to your daughters
Daughters will love like you do
Girls become lovers who turn into mothers
So mothers, be good to your daughters too

Boys, you can break
You'll find out how much they can take
Boys will be strongAnd boys soldier on
But boys would be gone without the warmth from
A womans good, good heart

On behalf of every man
Looking out for every girl
You are the god and the weight of her world

So fathers, be good to your daughters
Daughters will love like you do
Girls become lovers who turn into mothers
So mothers, be good to your daughters too

~by John Mayer